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my mind's a blank. ive got quite a bit on my mind, only to realise that its been the same thing thats always been on my mind. i bumped into david again, this time before anyone could say anything i blurted out my mind's thoughts "you know about it. dont say anything" i dont know wot made me blurt that out, but jus the way he looked at me. it was as though he knew of my sad story from the start.

i got lots to share, my thoughts are plenty but i just want to enjoy the silence with you. i hope i can lay in bed without thinking of you. i guess its good that you're not online, else my heart will be racing, wishing that you make a move to converse with me first.

good night, my love.